But on a more basic level...
Jordan Oseen is my first love.
I adore everything about him! He is my boyfriend, and my best friend... I can tell him anything comfortably, while getting amazing cuddles :]
I can't say for sure if its a life-long love, or if it will turn into that deep-commited form that I was trying to explain earlier (I don't think anyone can until it happens!)... but at the end of the day, I adore my boyfriend Jordan more than anyone I've ever known, and everytime I see him I just find new things to love about him. There's nothing I would change about him; I'm a very lucky girl.